A Broken Heart

A BROKEN HEART 

is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.

A BROKEN HEART 

is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.

A BROKEN HEART 

is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."

A BROKEN HEART 

is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.

A BROKEN HEART 

is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.

A BROKEN HEART 

sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

Be Who You Are

Had a haircut yesterday.The saloon is located at Jalan Putra and named Imprez Hair Studio.It is quite a good saloon for me.Well,holiday gonna to be end soon.Time flies.During this year X'mas finally a bit different with past years.I went to visit Gurney Plaza,Komtar,Queensbay Mall and last Straits Quay to countdown.I stayed at there 3 days 2 nights.Spent a lot of money just to purchase something non sense!Silly enough.But what I bought is what I loved.My lovely sister bought me a new year dress.But I wore that dress to countdown.Visit to Gurney Plaza again when Christmas Eve.And he purposely went to Penang just to meet with me.So touched!So,we went to watch movie,Alvin and Chipmucks 3.And we sat at couple seat❤♥.Actually I didn't pay much attention on it.After the movie,he went back because I scared if later traffic jam then he couldn't rush back to hometown.Went to Bar B Q Plaza to have dinner.But so much disappointed on it.It is ain't not a good dinner and yet quite expensive.And guys,I'm here to strongly introduced you guys go to Straits Quay with your love.It is a romantic place for couple.On the contrary,the shortcoming is there is less shop to let me to shopping at there.So,I went to Secret Recipe to spend time❤♥.Until 11.50p.m everyone was intense.11.59p.m,10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...MERRY X'MAS❤♥.It can be heard every corner at there.

I hate you much and without reasons.Maybe you will say I have feuds with people over how "fake" they are. Proof me please,bitch!Normally I wouldn't really give a shit because it's just a silly bitch's mind.Yea,you're as pretty as angel.Did you happy?Stop dreaming pleaseeeeee.....You are FUCKING UGLY IN THE WORLD EVER!Shit you!You are so fake you know?Ugly shit woman!

:)

曾经有人告诉我 他不会离开我

一生一世的和我在一起

现在他就把我一个人丢在原地

而我就傻傻地等待他的归来

也许爱情就是如此现实

现实得让人目瞪口呆

我太依赖了

依赖有他的日子

依赖有他的陪伴

其实 我不懂我该怎么适应

但是 只要他开心就好

我?根本不重要

我就是这样的任性

明明不想分开 

却又要他说分手

傻吧?

其实 很想挽留

却因为面子的关系 说不出口

我还很爱你

可是 这句话 还能用吗?

还是应该说过去让它过去?

他曾经向我说过 他很爱很爱我

人 就是这样

谁也无法确认他们给的承诺是多久多长

是我太容易相信别人?

最终 我也不是童话里的公主

他 也不是我的王子

曾经 为了他改变了许多

为了他 和最好的朋友吵架

为了他 放弃了学业

这点或许他不知道  为了他 让多少人讨厌我

为了他 掉了不少不该留的眼泪

到最后 只为了证明我有多愚蠢

多么的白痴

 

是你让我相信世上有幸福，也是你让我知道幸福不是永恒的

♥

Heart Pain :(

I don't like the way you treat me just now

It's so hurt when you talked to me

But you never know

After you asked me:''What?''

My heart breaks in million pieces at that moment

Did you know?

I don't know what should I do but I just know at that moment my tears want to fall down

But as to a girl that indomitable,I said goodbye to you quickly

I just don't want to show you that I'm weak

Opsss...Not just want to show you.

I also don't want anyone know that I'm weak

I want in everyone's view I'm strong never fear to everything

Someone♥

Someone,how good if you know how much I miss you

Someone,how good if you know how much I need a big big warm hug

Someone,how good if we can meet everyday

Someone,how good if you can appear in front of me right now

Someone,how good if we can be happy always

Someone,how good if we can no need to argue anymore

Someone,how good if we can stick together,never separate

Someone,how good if you love me more than i love you

Someone,how good if you could sing a song to me

Someone,how good if the miracle happened on us

How good if all of these could be happened on us :)

Had a phone talk with him just now.

Quite a long time'

I know that during this few days I can't company him how bored he was

Felt sorry to him

He is really a childish boyfriend.

He is also a cute boyfriend!

He likes to manja with me always

Just like the way I'm bigger than him

I like him so much

And I guess,he will never know that how much i love him

Now,he just had a haircut

He sent me his pictures

I laughed non-stop!

He is really cute for me

Maybe from other's point of view,they don't think so

But for me,he is really super duper cute

#Follow your heart, because it knows what you truly want to be, but don't forget to take your brain with you#

A Letter To Her :)

So many complicated feelings now

My dude-Moh Peik Shya

She had given herself a task

She wanna to give up her lover

A person that he never deserved what she gave to him

He,is really a stupid guy ever

And same,she is also a stupid girl

And finally,this time she made a decision that I'm sure that everyone will glad after hearing

SHE REALLY WANNA GIVE HIM UP

A short letter to you

I know it's not easily to give up someone that you once or now you love the most

Time will heals everything

You still have friendship,the love and good care from your dearest family members

Find someone that who can make you smile and never make you cry 

It's important to you 

I hope you well

:)

Smile always,no matter what happened :)

Happy Holiday!

#When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end-Stephenie Meyer#

My uncle drove mummy,sister,auntie,grandma and I to have a breakfast today with auntie's new car.It was a not bad breakfast for me.But it can't heals my stomach to be full.Peeps,it is already holiday,right?Now I exiled myself-an action that I took in great horror.I wanna to go to Penang badly.I loved Penang.I loved the food at there.I loved the vigorous,sprawling city.But desperately,mummy is still busy with her work.So,we have no guardian to bring us go.By the way,mummy has do a plan to bring us to have a travel at Cameron Highlands and Genting Highlands with my big big family.*Expected HIGH*I never go to Cameron before.See from other's photos,Cameron such as a peaceful,comfortable place for travelling.I love this type of place.Addition,I don't want always stay at home and doing nothing at home.I hate this type of feeling.It feels suck and bored:( Seriously,I think I'm really erratic.Hmmm...I want to have a hair cut badly.Without any reason,I want to have a shorter haircut!

That's all for today's short post.Stay tuned,I'll be back as soon as possible :)