She is not enough strong :)

When I say sorry,believe me I feel it.When you see me starting to cry,hold me and tell me everything's gonna be alright.When I ignore you,give me your attention.When I was quiet,ask me what's wrong.When I push you or hit you,grab me and don't let me go.When I was mad and I walk away from you,follow me.When I say I love you,don't doubt.I mean it :)

Say you love me,say you want me back.Say you're sorry and take me in your arms and kiss me like you never had before.Tell me evrything's gonna be okay again.That you want me and just me and you'll stop hurting me.Tell me she's whore and simply a mistake.Tell me you need me because I need you more than I've ever needed anymore.You were only the one holding me together after last asshole.And once you walked away,I was completely shattered and torn down.

I'm sitting in front of computer and waiting him to online.Silly?Oh yea,I'm silly :) The moment I with him,I feel like I'm just like another person.I think I hide my real-side when I was with him.Don't ask me why.Because even myself also don't know what's wrong.Many times,I cried for him.Just for some stupid things.I hate myself.I hate myself always don't know how to take good care of him.He is always feeling not well.I don't know what I can do.Useless me,I keep on blaming myself.Blaming myself because I can't do anything at that time.I'm not a perfect girlfriend,perhaps.

A short letter for him,

I don't know will you follow my blog.I don't know will you see this post.I just want to tell you,I know you scared me to simply thinking of non-sense.Stupid,I wont simply believe what others say.I believe you,I promise you=) Today,after I telling you something,you showed me your black black face.So fierce for what?Anything I do wrong,forgive me.I don't really mean it.Sorry lak :( By the way,you know I love you,not?Hehe.Are you have the same feeling with me?

#If you make the mistake once,it's not the end of world.Just don't make that mistake twice#

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26.04.2011

:)

She just loves to smile and tend not to care about it.

I Wanted You

I wanted you to fight for me.I wanted you to plead to know the meaning behind my''Nothing is wrong''.I wanted you to keep your promises.I wanted you to be there.I wanted you to understand and not threaten to send me away.I wanted you to not make me wait.I wanted you to show up at my door,take me into your arms,and kiss me.I wanted you to want me as muck as I wanted you.

Friends are complaining that I'm emo lately,even a stranger also told me like that.I just smile to them and say:''Am I?''Guys,I know I'm emo recently.I know.I tried to be strong and smile to all my friends and say,I'm okay.No worry.I'm okay now,friends.I wont cried for that things anymore.Thanks for all my friends that always encourage me.Yin Chien,Jing Ying,Sian Huan,Jenny,Yun Ran,Xin Tian,Wen Wen,Ah Seed and Yee Ling thanks you!

I'm happy now

:)

He,is really a good boy friend :) Friends,am I correct?He wont leave me alone.He listened to me.(PS:It is hard to find a boy friend such as him that treat me so good.Really).Plus,friends do you believe he will manja to me.GOSH!He is just like a 3-years-old kid:) He said he is just 3-years-old and I'm 5-years-old.See,childish iszit?But it is our own style to maintain our relationship.Honestly,I'm a selfish girl.I want him to company me all the time.Beside me when I need him.Hug me when I'm sad and say to me:''Stupid,I'm here.Don't cry.''HAHA.I'm thinking too much,I know.I'm feeling that it's sweet when he is beside me.Awww.I very love him.Got a boy asked me:''What do made you so love him?''Stop doing anything and start to think.I also don't know what point that make me so love him.Awwww.I can't control myself.Someone,help me please.

I can't to get hurt anymore from love.Seriously

:(

09-04-2011

Today,woke up at 6.30am

Just like normal school day

I dressed in with sport shirt and long pants

Put on sun block=)

Around 7.20am,aunty just come and fetch me><

Then,he complained to me that he waited me for 25 minutes already

Oppsss.Sorry><

Reached the school,rushed into my class,4A7

Marked the attendance and take the sticker

After 10 minutes,all students have to assemble at pavilion

During the warm up time,I was too excited and I do something stupid and crazy

I'm still regret why I will do such stupid thing!

I cried after it!

He saw what I've do!

Bashful enough!

And I swear,I wont love this song anymore-NOBODY!

[SKIP]

I was too hot during the long run!

The sun was too pretty hot today!

Whole pack of tissues finished after the run!

There were beads of perspiration all over my body

Rest at canteen.

Actually,I can rest at class one

Because of a girl,I must stay at canteen to accompany her

*Bulb*

[SKIP]

I won the lucky draw

It was a shock to me!

Tired and lazy mode ON

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